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February 26 Makers of the Flag.曾经感动过我的一篇演说,演说者本或籍籍无名,但仅凭此亦当永垂青史矣! 又:Google果然是先进生产力的代表。
FLAG MAKERS
FRANKLIN K. LANE
(From an address delivered by Franklin K. Lane, then Secretary of the Interior, before more than 1,000 employees of the Department of the Interior on Flag Day, June 14, 1914.)
This morning, as I passed into the Land Office, the Flag dropped me a most cordial salutation, and from its rippling folds I heard it say: 'Good morning, Mr Flag Maker'
‘I beg your pardon, Old Glory,' I said. 'Aren't you mistaken? I am not the President of the United States, nor a member of Congress, nor even a general in the Army. I am only a government clerk.'
‘I greet you again, Mr Flag Maker.' replied the cheerful voice. 'I know you well. You are the man who worked in the swelter of yesterday, straightening out the tangle of that farmer's homestead in Idaho, or perhaps you found the mistake in that Indian contract in Oklahoma, or helped to clear that patent for a hopeful inventor in New York, or pushed the opening of that new ditch in Colorado, or made that mine in Illinois more safe, or brought relief to the old soldier in Wyoming. No matter: whatever one of these beneficent individuals you happen to be, I give you greeting. Mr Flag Maker'
I was about to pass on, when the Flag stopped me with these words:
‘Yesterday the President spoke a word that made happier the future of ten million peons in Mexico; but that act looms no larger on the Flag than the struggle which the boy in Georgia is making to win the Corn Club prize this summer.
‘Yesterday the Congress spoke a word which will open the door of Alaska; but a mother in Michigan worked from sunrise until far into the night, to give her boy an education. She, too, is making the Flag.
‘Yesterday we made a new law to prevent financial panics, and yesterday, maybe a schoolteacher in Ohio taught his first letters to a boy who will one day write a song that will give cheer to the millions of our race. We are all making the Flag.'
‘But,' I said impatiently, 'these people were only working!'
Then came a great shout from the Flag:
‘The work that we do is the making of the Flag. 'I am not the Flag; not at all. I am but its shadow.'
‘I am whatever you make me, nothing more.'
‘I am your belief in yourself, your dream of what a people may become.'
‘I live a changing life, a life of moods and passions, of heartbreaks and tired muscles.'
‘Sometimes I am strong with pride, when men do an honest work, fitting the rails together truly.'
‘Sometimes I droop, for then purpose has gone from me, and cynically I play the coward.'
‘Sometimes I am loud, garish and full of ego that blasts judgement.'
‘But always, I am all that you hope to be, and have the courage to try for.'
‘I am song and fear, struggle and panic, and ennobling hope.'
‘I am the day's work of the weakest man and the largest dream of the most daring.'
‘I am the Constitution and the courts, statutes and state-maker, soldier and dreadnaught, drayman and sweep, cook, counselor and clerk.'
‘I am the battle of yesterday and the mistake of tomorrow.'
‘I am the mystery of the men who do without knowing why.'
‘I am the clutch of an idea and the reasoned purpose of resolution.'
‘I am no more than what you believe me to be and I am all that you believe I can be.'
‘I am what you make me; nothing more.'
‘I swing before your eyes as a bright gleam of color, a symbol of yourself, the pictured suggestion of that big thing which makes this nation. My stars and my stripes are your dreams and your labors. They are bright with cheer, brilliant with courage, firm with faith, because you have made them so out of your hearts; for you are the makers of the Flag, and it is well that you glory in the making.' February 08 瀚海十年今日午后,忽地心神不定,惦记起一位当年的好兄弟,不自禁的无比思念。想起上回发念要和这位兄弟联系时,在BBS上要过他的电话,抱着试试看的态度,我连上了已有近一年没去的科大“瀚海星云”站。
首先映入眼帘的,是大红的进站画面,是啊,新年了,微笑着,我输入在记忆中几近尘封的帐号和密码,还好,未上站还没满365天,帐号还在。漫不经心的一路回车,来到了“新信件”,信手打开最后挤进我早已爆满信箱的信件,居然是“瀚海星云建站十周年庆”!
仔细一想,“瀚海星云”从96年建站至今,可不是已经十年!
刹那间,前尘往事,全都涌上心头,真是情以何堪!
一直自认不是网虫的我,情愿游离于网络之外,但我和作为科大人网上家园的瀚海,还是有着千丝万缕的联系。
96年到98年一段时间,BBS刚刚建站,套用现在不大流行的话来说,正是“方兴未艾”,当时我的一班同学,恰是接近毕业的闲人,理所当然的成为奠定瀚海基础的一批主力。而那几年受古大侠毒害极深的我,正“两个洋洋”的活着(懒洋洋+得意洋洋),对身边之事极少关心,从未想到我的这班貌不惊人的兄弟姐妹,用时下快不流行的话来说,居然也一个个都是“腕”级人物。BBS对于我,除了毕业时发在系版的一两篇纪念文章,不过是和mm们聊天的一个大茶室。等到毕业后,同学星散,各赴大洋两岸,我偶尔翻出瀚海的老精华文章,才吃惊的发现,我的这班同学,比如当过站长、果然奇妙无比的“奇妙的微生物”,或是担当技术站长的“Lynn_Zhang”,又或是总是“惊虹一现”的“Anna_Zhang”,又或是那些我只记得名字而记不住网名的同学,无论哪一个拎出去,每一个都曾是瀚海大名鼎鼎的人物。:)
类似的“有眼不识泰山”的例子,之后又发生过一次。99年底,我准备考研回科大,便拜托好友-袁师兄-打听复习班的事,随后在瀚海看到有一位叫“hubugui(胡不归)”的同学也在发文打听。于是我很高兴的跟师兄说:看来有戏,我看到一个叫“胡不归”的人也在问… 师兄立刻大faint,说:我就是胡不归,胡不归就是我,你连这个都不知道?于是我也大faint:为什么我就一定要知道?难道胡不归很有名???于是我们两个相对faint… 过了半年,我回到学校,上瀚海多了,才发现,“胡不归”果然很有名,真的很有名,简直不能再有名了:作为从一开始就参与瀚海奠基的元老,作为一代风流倜傥的才子,作为一个坚持“人民,只有人民才是创造历史的动力”的身体力行者,作为一任大有作为的站长,“胡不归”三个字,对每个对瀚海熟悉的人来说,都可谓是如雷贯耳。瀚海星云,这个虚拟的世界,也第一次,与我的现实世界汇集。
自然的,从那以后,瀚海便加入到我的生活,成为我现实世界的一部分,有问题要问,有东西要查,瀚海是第一站;同样的,有牢骚要骂,有想法要说,第一站,还是瀚海。于是,有了“蚂蟥事件”的拍案而起、拔剑长啸,有了“我说科大”的横眉冷对、嬉笑怒骂,有了“签证包车”的挺身而出、皆大欢喜;瀚海伴我,同喜、同怒、同悲、同庆。
白驹过隙,时光如水般流逝,当日并肩战斗的兄弟,已多时不会;曾经叱咤风云的弄潮儿,已淡然而出;往昔似乎不共戴天的大仇,已不知所往;当年悄然而生的瀚海,已送走了十岁的生日;而我,也已不再年少。
谨以此不成文的短文,纪念瀚海十年,并纪念其间悄然流走的,我的青春岁月。
January 20 又一年。 转眼间,猴年飞逝而去,狗年扑面而来。(感觉这个词用的不好,若一大黑狗扑面而来,还是挺恐的...)
总而言之,新的一年又要来到了。记得小时候每个大年初一,总要“假装”学习一阵,不管实际上心里还惦记着门外的鞭炮声或是厨房里无穷的美味食品,原因是“一年之际在于春”,据说大年初一是这一年的表率,初一做了什么,这一年就将按照同一流程每日重复,所以学习就必不可少了。
然而,俺小时虽然表面上唯唯诺诺,假装是个有为少年,实际心里还是很搞的。记得有这么两件大丑事:一是在小姨家过年,一堆人在下面打麻将,俺被挤到阁楼上学习(!),做的是北京海淀编的《中学英语语法》,无数的汉译英、英译汉搞得俺极其郁闷,于是开始数刚刚得到的压岁钱,正数得高兴(其实也就白高兴,一般压岁钱过几天就会上缴父母保管),小姨父不知为什么突然想起上来看看,说时迟那时快,俺立刻把数钱的手藏到桌子下面,小姨父也没说什么,神色古怪的又下去了,后来想起,阁楼高而楼梯低,藏在桌子下面的手早被看得一清二楚,估计为小姨父添了一项晚上和小姨交流的话题;另一件也是在小姨家(小时候经常在小姨家过年,因为当时外婆常驻小姨家),情形类似,只是这次俺是被分配到东厢房学习,也是极其无聊,正好东厢房存放着过年用的水果,大约有百十个梨,男孩幼年时的英雄情结发作,俺便指挥梨们打了一场内战,交战的方式便是用梨顶上的梗互相戳,结果可想而知:所有的梨身上都添了数个深洞,很快大人们就发现所梨开始溃烂(作孽啊-阿弥陀佛),幸好那时候不太流行看心理医生,“变态”这个词也还未出现,否则估计会给俺留下心理阴影什么的。
其实开始写这篇文章的本意是就着新的一年即将来到,来个新年新气象,发发宏愿什么的,不意想起小时候的丑事,先自己傻笑了一番。现在言归正传。
今天某人问我关于理想的问题,居然把我难住了。回忆起来,俺很小的时候其实还是很有忧国忧民的气概的,甚至可以说远远过之。记得俺十岁那年,奶奶做寿,父亲兄弟姐妹六个家庭,齐聚溱潼老家。晚上睡觉的时候,不知为什么,俺想起地球终将毁灭,太阳也非永世长存,不禁忧心忡忡,哀心于人类难逃灰飞烟灭的宿命却不自知而不能自拔......注意:绝非搞笑,当时情形相当严重,以至于俺开始发烧,烧了三天三夜,直到父亲大人问出原因,给我讲了“杞人忧天”的故事才算开解,后遗症便是俺曾经高瞻远瞩的目光,从此收回,至少仅仅局限于眼前的地球了;接着关于理想的话题,出现于初二,南京师范大学来泰中的实习老师,搞了个“我的理想”的调查,同学们的答案当然是各种各样,俺当时想来想去,居然一片空白(原因至今不是很清楚,或者因为心理年龄比较大,已经难以进行这种年少时半带梦想式的理想畅游了),记得当时最被实习老师称道的是一位姓张的班长所声称的:”我要做泰州市市长,要......“果然有英雄气概,但不知为什么,俺从小就未有过政治上的抱负;再后来,貌似一切顺利而实则浑浑噩噩,直到开始读研,遇到两位意气相投的兄弟,一是袁师兄(早就认识,但本科时交往并不多),另一则是以传奇方式结交的周兄弟,抱着做实事、为同学服务的想法(现在忆起,实在是奇怪,俺的节拍,总是和同龄的人合不上,年少时大家多少都有憧憬和幻想,俺却没有这方面的记忆,及至长成,多数人都已世故,类似此种明显吃力不讨好的事,都唯恐避之而不及,俺却兴高采烈的扑上),随屡遭挫折,但也做成了不少事,袁师兄称道俺”士气永远高涨“(参考英雄无敌3里的牛头怪),至今铭记在心而引以为荣,其实,各方面的侵削,尤其是某些自私之辈的龌龊行径,还是慢慢打消了俺作为”在野活动家“的兴趣。出国之前,俺给自己的定位就已经比较现实了(仔细想来,除了和经历有关,这和俺读过的各种杂七杂八的书也很有关系,尤其是背诵过的一篇美国某任内政部长对员工所发表的经典演说,大致意思就是美利坚合众国便是由千千万万兢兢业业完成本职工作的人一砖一瓦构建而成)。今天被某人一问,便随随便便的答了,结果还真是失败。
不过,某人这一问,对俺的触动还是挺大的,俺已经很多年没有认认真真的考虑过这一问题了,这么仔仔细细的回顾一遍,还真令俺冷汗直冒,盗用朱老的话来说,“不禁头涔涔而泪潸潸了”。
狗年将至,俺大发宏愿(具体的内容就只有俺知道了)。总之新年肯定会有新气象的。
其实,理想重要的不是他本身,而是由此而激发的火热的动力和不屈的奋斗。 December 13 圣诞将至虽然不是我们中国人的传统节日,但入乡随俗,也准备好好的庆祝一番,尤其是和某人一起过得第一个圣诞
特录红鼻子鲁道夫歌词以记之:
Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer
以上省去了一大堆鹿名字的第一段....记不住... |
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